I am really depressed. I haven’t felt that way
for a long time. Someone is going to pay. Stupid people need to realize I am
only human. The stuff these people say, isn't true but it still gets to me
because it’s my father saying more than
half the shit people hear about me.
He will never again be a dad to me again he is officially
going to be called a sperm donor. I am really tired of the fucking bullshit
that I have dealt with since I was nine. I grew up way faster than I should
have making the time to meet him, finding things for the 2 of us to do he
rarely did any of that. I have so much hate built up it’s going to come out on
his face one of these days. It really hurts me. It makes my heart hurt. Just wait he will never have me as a daughter
again. For my 2 sisters who knows what lengths he would go to for them he wouldn’t
do anything for me and probably will never.
I am thankful for the friends and family that
love me, and FUCK the ones who don’t
